Someone
Hey guys, so i have a story about a girl. People may think that she's just an ordinary girl, but for me she's special.
whenever i look her face, i'm stunned.
I really admire her beauty. Yes, i'm in love with her.
But somehow, i wonder why she always acts so weird when I am around her. The way she treats me, it's so diffrent, unlike the way she treat her friends. Somehow, i feel like she didn't respect me.
I've tried to be the best for her, but it seems that she never realised. She has never even felt like i'm exist.
At first, i thought maybe she's shy. But, the longer it gets, i realised that, she really is like that to me. She doesn't respect me at all.
She can be kind to her other friends. But not me.
I makes me confuse, what should i do?
There's a word saying that, if a girl loves you back, she will also try to make you in love with her. But the fact here is, i'm the only one who is trying.
even till' now, I don't know why she is like that to me.
I always feel scared whenever i contact her.
I'm afraid that her answers are going to break my heart.
I can only hope for miracle
it is hard to be me..
I hate being on an unstable condition. I hate being ignored by you. Why are you so mean? I respect you. But, you have never respected me. I just you to know that I am here to cure your broken heart. I know you still love your ex-boyfriend. Maybe, he didn't give you what you want, but I know deep in your heart you are still hoping on him. That's the sadest part of being me. Being trapped in this kind of situation. I can't blame on you or him. I'm just questioning myself, why do I have to be in this painful situation. When I gave you everything, you never seem to care. Now, I can only hope the best for all of us..
My Little Secret
I don't understand about these feelings
Increasing deep into my heart, days by days
I feel like you have gone into me
And you've taken my heart
When you took my heart
I felt like you are going away from me
You've taken my heart
and now I was left alone
My feeling to you is getting stronger
I'll be anything for you
Only if you understand and be aware of myself
But you don't seem to care about me at all
You know, you've hurt me so bad
You always pretend like I have never exist, I was crushed inside
Tears have been shed from my eyes
Showing how much you really meant to me
When I saw you for the first time
I felt grateful eventhough I had this doubtness in my heart
But I'm getting sure as time passed by
My heart said to me to go ahead
Everything seems to be well for the first time
I felt happy to know you
But I didn't not know how do you feel
But for me to know you, it really means a lot
It seems that I still can't be part of your life
I've tried
But you didn't notice it
You make me so confused
You mean a lot to me
Little things you do
Can greatly affect me
But still I love you
P.S I hope you will realize
Increasing deep into my heart, days by days
I feel like you have gone into me
And you've taken my heart
When you took my heart
I felt like you are going away from me
You've taken my heart
and now I was left alone
My feeling to you is getting stronger
I'll be anything for you
Only if you understand and be aware of myself
But you don't seem to care about me at all
You know, you've hurt me so bad
You always pretend like I have never exist, I was crushed inside
Tears have been shed from my eyes
Showing how much you really meant to me
When I saw you for the first time
I felt grateful eventhough I had this doubtness in my heart
But I'm getting sure as time passed by
My heart said to me to go ahead
Everything seems to be well for the first time
I felt happy to know you
But I didn't not know how do you feel
But for me to know you, it really means a lot
It seems that I still can't be part of your life
I've tried
But you didn't notice it
You make me so confused
You mean a lot to me
Little things you do
Can greatly affect me
But still I love you
P.S I hope you will realize
Now I Know
Gw rasa kutipan lagu ini udh cukup menjelaskan
"And I hope one day you'll see nobody has it easy.
I still can't believe you've found somebody new.
But I wish you the best, I guess. Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows.
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt.
We've heard it all before, that everybody knows just how to make it right.
I wish we gave it one more try."
"And I hope one day you'll see nobody has it easy.
I still can't believe you've found somebody new.
But I wish you the best, I guess. Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows.
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt.
We've heard it all before, that everybody knows just how to make it right.
I wish we gave it one more try."
Confession
For a second, I was thinking about you
have I ever cross your mind?
cause you're always cross my mind
whatever I do, I always reminded about you
Maybe I'm hoping to much from you
we have known each other for such time
but somehow it seems that there is a wall beetween us
and it seems that I can't breakthrough that wall
Maybe I'm not trying enough
maybe I'm not giving you much care
but when I show my care to you
you don't even care to me
I try to reveal my self to you
but I guess you're not interested to me
you don't see me as someone special for you
but note this, YOU ARE SPECIAL TO ME
I always envy to your friends
they can be so close to you
as for me, whenever I try to be close to you
what I found is a dead end, seems that there are no way
for me to get closer to you
Maybe you are out of my reach
and now, I've found another girl
and I think I got crush to her
but still I'm waiting for you
For how long should I wait for you?
or maybe I should stop as you will never give me any chance
if that's what it is, then so be it
I'm not going to mad to you
Now you're feeling happy while you're with your friends
but me, I'm crying eventhough I have so many friends
you mean a lot for me
I don't have the courage to tell you the truth about my feeling
I've always been waiting for your call
waiting for your name to show up in my handphone
with the ringing tone playing and showing that you're calling me
but it never happens
there's nothing more I can do now
if you're destined to be with me, may the way be revealed
P.S.You are SPECIAL
have I ever cross your mind?
cause you're always cross my mind
whatever I do, I always reminded about you
Maybe I'm hoping to much from you
we have known each other for such time
but somehow it seems that there is a wall beetween us
and it seems that I can't breakthrough that wall
Maybe I'm not trying enough
maybe I'm not giving you much care
but when I show my care to you
you don't even care to me
I try to reveal my self to you
but I guess you're not interested to me
you don't see me as someone special for you
but note this, YOU ARE SPECIAL TO ME
I always envy to your friends
they can be so close to you
as for me, whenever I try to be close to you
what I found is a dead end, seems that there are no way
for me to get closer to you
Maybe you are out of my reach
and now, I've found another girl
and I think I got crush to her
but still I'm waiting for you
For how long should I wait for you?
or maybe I should stop as you will never give me any chance
if that's what it is, then so be it
I'm not going to mad to you
Now you're feeling happy while you're with your friends
but me, I'm crying eventhough I have so many friends
you mean a lot for me
I don't have the courage to tell you the truth about my feeling
I've always been waiting for your call
waiting for your name to show up in my handphone
with the ringing tone playing and showing that you're calling me
but it never happens
there's nothing more I can do now
if you're destined to be with me, may the way be revealed
P.S.You are SPECIAL
Train - Marry Me
Forever can never be long enough for me
To feel like I've had long enough with you
Forget the world now we won't let them see
But there's one thing left to do
Now that the weight has lifted
Love has surely shifted my way
Marry Me
Today and every day
Marry Me
If I ever get the nerve to say "Hello" in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Together can never be close enough for me
Feel like I am close enough to you
You wear white and I'll wear out the words I love you
And you're beautiful
Now that the wait is over
And love and has finally shown her my way
Marry me
Today and every day
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say "Hello" in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Promise me
You'll always be
Happy by my side
I promise to
Sing to you
When all the music dies
And marry me
Today and everyday
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say "Hello" in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Marry me
Mm-hmm
To feel like I've had long enough with you
Forget the world now we won't let them see
But there's one thing left to do
Now that the weight has lifted
Love has surely shifted my way
Marry Me
Today and every day
Marry Me
If I ever get the nerve to say "Hello" in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Together can never be close enough for me
Feel like I am close enough to you
You wear white and I'll wear out the words I love you
And you're beautiful
Now that the wait is over
And love and has finally shown her my way
Marry me
Today and every day
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say "Hello" in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Promise me
You'll always be
Happy by my side
I promise to
Sing to you
When all the music dies
And marry me
Today and everyday
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say "Hello" in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Marry me
Mm-hmm
Don't Know
Ya Tuhan, aku gk tw mesti gmn, mesti lanjut terus ato mending give up aja. Gw merasa kalo dia jg gk kasi feedback yg baik. Ok mungkin feedbackny baik, tp gw tw kalo gw bukan spesial di mata dia. Gw udh berusaha mw jadi spesial, tp nth knp kykny apa yg gw usahain itu berdampak biasa aj bagi dia. Perlakuan dia ke gw sama aj kyk perlakuan dia ke temen - temen dia yang lainny.. Gw bingung mesti gmn supaya gw bs spesial di mata u. Ato mungkin u emang udh gk ngasi jalan ke gw, dan cuma kasian aj sama gw?? Haha, gw bener - bener bingung, u berubah dengan begitu cepat. Temen - temen gw bilang kalo gw terus aj deketin, tp gw berasa kalo kykny percuma apa yg gw lakuin, perhatian - perhatian yg gw kasi, nampakny gk ad feedbackny.. Ya Tuhan, capek....
