it is hard to be me..

I hate being on an unstable condition. I hate being ignored by you. Why are you so mean? I respect you. But, you have never respected me. I just you to know that I am here to cure your broken heart. I know you still love your ex-boyfriend. Maybe, he didn't give you what you want, but I know deep in your heart you are still hoping on him. That's the sadest part of being me. Being trapped in this kind of situation. I can't blame on you or him. I'm just questioning myself, why do I have to be in this painful situation. When I gave you everything, you never seem to care. Now, I can only hope the best for all of us..